only time will tell

sometimes, there is a moment where you ought to do something but you just cant get the job done. you would say, "its just the matter of time" or some would say "lek lu, sap ganja lu".

im all alone now in the house. the mama and the adiks went to kl. the abang is at his hostel. and just now, the abah went out to see orang penting that i dont know who. eh wait a minute, im not alone. the maid is watching tv dekat bawah, kot.

anyhow, today is the abah's 50th birthday and yet, i havent wish him. never to be specific.

only time will tell.

*deep deep sigh*